I know I should feel happy, I know I shouldn't feel like somebody close to me just died, but I do. I went to Niagara Falls today. The falls it's self was wonderously breath-taking. But all of the shops.. They disrupted the beauty of the land. I did have fun today, but it was very anti-climactic.

So last night this guy that I like found out that I like him. But I never got to know how he feels. So that might be part of my morrose mood. I almost feel like an idiot. But I suppose living is what you do, and not what you don't. How can you live without taking a chance?

CiCi is here. I won't let on to my feelings though, I don't want her to worry.. Plus, with the added benefit of being right beside me, she can bug me about it all night.. I suppose in the end I should just talk to her about it. Why do things so simple have to be so hard.

Your right Josh, boys are stupid.. But not you so much .